Barely enough time for her to find a dress, even with Franklin taking care of driving and parking. She's scouring racks somewhere with a bagel stuffed in her mouth because it counts for lunch somehow. No time for a visit to the salon to get her nails and hair done, and most places near her don't have any openings anyway.
So at home with the dress she cleans and re-does her own nails. She does her own hair along with her own makeup. She wears the same shoes she wore to the gala-thing at the art museum, and barely remembers to brush her teeth before there is a notification on her phone chiming, blinking at her, telling her that her boyfriend is downstairs.
One day one of his servants is going to politely ask something like what sort of flowers would you like to present to Ms. Paredes when you fetch her? and Rafael will possibly be confused to start with. But these servants are not like James, all disappointment and aggravation and judgement. But damned if they're going to stand around working for a boor who has no manners.
Chances are even if he did show up at her doorstep with a bouquet, Devon would be just as confused as Rafael.
She smiles when she gets his text. BRD her response says, which he's left to interpret.
--
A few minutes later the front door of the building opens, and Devon walks out. The evenings are still cool, even though the temperature during the day is reaching the seventies, even warmer at times. All the same, it's not winter. She doesn't wear a wrap or shawl or coat, just carries a flat clutch in soft pink, walking on those tottering heels. Her hair is smoothed and straightened out, her eye makeup light -- for Devon -- but winging slightly at the corners still, dark shadow on her eyelids still. Wind blows her hair; she rather casually runs her fingers through it, sweeping it off her face as she approaches the car.
Gets in, when Rafael or Franklin opens the door for her. Smiles at Rafael when she gets into the back and they're both seated, about to be off. She smells like jasmine and, faintly, of vanilla, a hint of something peppery. Slips her hand between their bodies, running it up his forearm. Laying their hands palm to palm, lacing their fingers. Holding his hand.
Rafael van der ValkWolf wanted to ride his motorcycle.
Nights are getting warmer. Roads aren't icy anymore. Bike's been locked up most of the winter and he misses it. But there was something about what the wind would do to his jacket, and what dirt off the road would do to his pants, and what helmets would do to girl's hair.
So it's the car and the driver. One of the cars, anyway; the black extended Cadillac, which is the low-key one because the other chauffeured car is parked at the mansion with a goddamn winged lady on the hood. Driver's the same one, though, discreet and uniformed and gloved. Took girl shopping this afternoon, deferential and non-communicative unless spoken to. Doesn't ask her how she's doing. Doesn't comment that it's nice to see her and the wolf getting along better.
Doesn't open the door for girl right now either, but only because wolf's waiting on the curb for her. He's playing with his phone. He looks up when the door to her building opens, and surely it's the second or third time he's done that already but this time the sight of her straightens him up. She can see his eyes flicking over her, gleaming with interest. She looks so fucking good to him. Well; to everyone, really. But definitely to him.
He opens the door for her. And then he piles in after her instead of walking around to the other side. Door shuts and they're in a quiet, leathery world. Girl takes his hand and he leans across, kisses her.
"You're gorgeous," he says, blunt.
Devon ParedesThis time it's at least a little more subtle than pushing up the partition and telling her he wants to fuck her. Right now. It's romantic. Kissing her, telling her she's gorgeous. It's blunt, but it's honest, and there's no avoiding: it really is romantic.
Devon doesn't blush, but her smile implies it. She tucks hair behind her ear. "Like the way you look, too," she says, the compliment about as awkward as his.
Rafael van der Valk"You just like that I shaved," wolf retorts with a smirk.
Devon Paredes"No," she says, looking up and over at him, holding his hand between their thighs still. "Always like how you look."
Rafael van der ValkThat's sincere too. And blunt. And honest. And it doesn't make wolf blush, but it does make him look away briefly -- as though the nakedness of her truth almost makes him shy.
Looks back soon enough, though. His eyes rove her face. Then he leans over again, his shoulder pressing solid and heavy right through his coat, right against her arm. He kisses her again.
Then his arm settles around her. Little by little some things are starting to come natural to him. See the thoughtless way he flicks open the button on his jacket to accommodate the stretch. See how easily he settles back in the luxurious back seat, extending his legs across the ample space.
Devon ParedesFiring James -- and others. Hiring servants of his own. Distancing himself from his bitter brother. Looking, right now, less scowly about having to go to one of these things. Taking pragmatic advantage of his ability to fly, drive, go wherever he likes, whenever he likes. The unshy ease of letting his girlfriend use his card to prepare herself to be his arm candy. Taking up space in this car.
That's not really what it's all about. The advantages, the luxury. But she sees his embarrassment leeching away, his shame in himself and in his unexpected wealth. Devon thinks this, and leans against him, under his arm, no longer holding his hand but resting her own on his thigh.
Frankling drives. Devon hums idly to herself on the way, touching his leg.
Her stomach growls.
Rafael van der ValkWolf hears it. Finds himself caught between amusement and sympathy. Covers her hand with his, thumb and fingers curling under her palm.
"Pretty good food at these things usually," he says. "Sit in the back and you don't even have to stop for the speeches."
--
Not a long drive, but then this close to downtown nothing's a long drive. Turns out the 'thing' is at Shanahan's. Stylish contemporary steakhouse; glass and granite on the outside, hardwood and low leather chairs on the inside giving a touch of older class. Whole restaurant's a private party tonight, the drive discreetly cordoned off, doormen checking against guest lists. Inside the well-heeled mingle at the open bar or find their placecards. The party spills out onto the terrace. There are live musicians. No one's dancing yet.
Car pulls up and Franklin opens the door. Wolf gets out first; has the good grace this time to hold his hand out for girl's. Plenty of little black dresses tonight, a couple red; almost no one in white. Girl turns heads, draws eyes. Couple of cameras flash their way. Guests arriving.
Wolf wraps his hand around hers. He stares straight past the receiving line, walks straight in. No one stops him to check his ID against a guest list. Maybe he's getting used to that, too.
Devon"Good steaks," she says musingly, echoing his promise in his text. His cajoling. His coaxing, to get her to come with her to one of these dinner things. She leans against him, hand covered, and enjoys the silence on the way to the charity event. Which is weird to think about: what she's wearing. Where she's going. With whom. She knows she got here somewhere. She can't always remember how.
--
Not gala. There's only a couple of photographers, and they're a little bored by the assignment, but a gig's a gig. They mostly do freelance. The setting is intimate; the guest list includes only those who can be counted upon for the most heartfelt donations, so: those with deep pockets.
Devon isn't thinking about that, analyzing the situation like that. She's helped out of the car, standing up next to him, much shorter. A frown flashes onto her face seconds after the camera's bulb. She goes inside with Rafael, roughly as uncomfortable as he is with being looked at, scrutinized. Doesn't care what they think, she says. Used to not having much notice taken, though. Not being the center of attention.
Inside they don't go straight for their table, because Devon spots someone milling around with a tray of crostini with goat cheese, strawberries, and balsamic drizzles. She pops off immediately to get some, most likely dragging Rafael with her. Only when she has a snack in hand and a bite in the mouth does she peer up at him, questioning what he'd like to do first.
She doesn't think he'll suggest they mingle.
RafaelGirl did say she was hungry. Proves it the minute they're in the door. Beelines for the food. Wolf follows. Maybe once upon a time his mother would have mingled. Had people coming to chitchat; humans who recognized her, gravitated to her name and her money and her raw, burning charisma. His half-brother would probably mingle. Definitely would.
Wolf grabs a miniskewer of diced filet mignon off one of the circulating plates. Grabs three. Picks up a glass of something-red, too, and then girl's looking to him to see where next and he's got a bite of beef in mouth. Shrugs his shoulders under that fine coat.
"Find our seats I guess," he says. "Or eat appetizers 'til they start dinner."
DevonOf course this place would serve tiny bites of filet mignon on sticks before actually serving filet mignon on plates. Of course.
Devon eats her bit of toast, mouth full and lips closed. She has white wine -- there was a tray, and some full-mouthed pointing, and then she had a glass of chilled white wine in her hand -- and uses the glass to point to a table near the back, like he said. Swallows her toast, looking up at him. "We should get drunk back there," she whispers.
Sips her wine. "Full-on smashed." Takes one of his filet mignon skewers and tears into the bite-sized bit of beef with her small white teeth. Sinner: white wine and filet mignon. Sinner, harlot, sorceress. "Do y'think they have tequila here?"
Rafael"Probably. If you ask for it." Wolf watches her eat. Something about it strikes him deep inside; a sensation not quite lust but close. On impulse he moves toward her, slides his arm around her waist, takes her toward their table in the back. Their names aren't on it but they aren't the type to care.
"Might get kicked out," he adds musingly. "Never had that happen yet."
Devon"Oi," she says, warningly, when his sudden affection makes her wine slosh a bit in her glass. He can hug and love on her all he wants as long as he doesn't spill her liquor, apparently. She doesn't mean it, though. She is snuggling a little into his arm while she chews her steak, amiable about being guided around to the back table. Someone else will end up sitting where their placecards are; better seats anyway.
He mentions getting kicked out. "Fucked in a gallery and didn't get kicked out," she reminds him, not entirely quiet enough. "What did you have in mind?"
RafaelSome passing rich guy's head turns -- he's not sure quite what he heard from that passing couple, attractive and young and with a distinct air of not-quite-belonging. Wolf and girl walk on; wolf shakes his head.
"Nah. Just meant we might get tossed out if we get roaring drunk in the back."
At the table his arm unwinds from her waist. He plucks two placecards up at random, sets them up on a nearby decorative wall. Takes those now-unmarked seats instead: actually has the presence of mind to pull one out for the girl. Drags his chair over a little closer to hers before he drops down; drapes his arm over back of her seat.
"Anyway that was different, in the gallery. Was dark. Nobody knew."
DevonIt's kind to say they have an air of not-quite-belonging: they stick out like sore thumbs. She's too young. So is Rafael, really. He's too rough, his hands in particular. His manner. The way he chews. The way several people heard her say Oi unironically. Moreover, there's his rage. There's her... weirdness. No other way to put it, really. Even the way she looks at the world around her reflects in her eyes, and it's a bit savage, and it's otherworldly, and it's not at all familiar.
She tuts him, as he unwinds his arm from her waist. She finishes her first glass of wine, as well as her toast-bit and the steak-bite she stole from him. He pulls out her chair and Devon blinks at first; she wasn't quite expecting that. Naturally he doesn't wait for her to sit, then tuck her in. She doesn't mind; that part always weirded her out anyway. But she sits down, all ladylike and everything, and pulls her own chair in. Rafael sits close. She flags down a waiter to get another glass of something.
Turns back to him.
"Dark back here, too," she tells him, though it's not quite true. It's dim. People would definitely know, even if it was just a handy under the tablecloth. Especially if he bucked and growled the way he does, if she gasped and whimpered as she's prone to do.
RafaelWolf slides a glance her way, brief.
"Don't tempt."
DevonEyebrows up. She looks at him for a moment. Then drags her eyes, slowly, down his body until it is lost to shadow. Flicks them back up, meeting his eyes again.
Wine comes. She takes the glass and takes a drink.
RafaelGirl looks wolf up and down. Eyes like an elevator, as they say: down to the floor and up again. Wolf meets the regard when it comes back to his, eyes level.
Wine comes. Girl drinks. Wolf is still watching her. Girl puts glass down and wolf catches her hand as it withdraws. Stands up, her hand in his; starts walking off toward the short hallway into the bathrooms.
DevonFor Devon, things just get quiet. She smirks a little to herself as she sips her wine. Well, drinks it: she takes mouthfuls. It's good wine; she doesn't savor it, though. Fucking Fianna.
Her glass sets down and a moment later Rafael is taking that hand. She turns to him to smile, curling her fingers into that shared warmth from his palm, but Rafael is standing up, drawing her with him, looking of a mind to head off in some direction she doesn't know: she's never been here before.
Devon laughs. She tugs his hand back towards her, and failing that, wriggles her hand from his if necessary. Wants him to come back, though, and come near, where she can tuck into his side and nuzzle her brow against his and tell him softly:
"Babe, no," with that rich ribbon of amusement sewn in the hem of her voice. Kisses him, if he's near again. Close enough to. "Not yet."
Because she wants to. She always wants him.
"I'm hungry," Devon reminds him, that smile wide and sly and lopsided.
RafaelAlready up out of his seat. Tall and dark and, yes, handsome: and wolfish. Out of place with those muscles, that body packed into that suit; out of place with the blaze in his eyes. He looks at her. He looks at the corridor to the restrooms. A moment's indecision and then he sits again, left hand undoing his coat button again -- that growing ease.
Still has her hand in his. Hunts for one of those circulating waiters. Beckons him over with a brief, two-fingered raise of the hand. Takes food off the platter for the girl: filet-skewers, thin-sliced roast on tiny crusts of bread, wine sauce-drizzled shellfish, cubes of cheese all piled on her plate.
Other guests are joining their table. Unfortunates relegated to the outskirts of the event, peering curiously at the placecard-less young couple apparently preparing to gorge themselves on appetizers.
DevonAlready up. Moving away. Even looks down the hall, as though with longing, with consideration of how much better that would be than sitting around not having sex, before he sits again. Sits again and finds her close, snuggling in a way he probably never imagined when he first saw her, met her, spoke to her, snapped a cigarette out of her mouth, saved her life, fucked her. Little matter: she does snuggle, happily and warmly, smiling at him. He gets all the meat-and-animal-product appetizers he can find, and she grabs things like little toast-points with cucumber and cream cheese or more of those crostini with the strawberries on them.
They make themselves a miniature meal and Devon tucks into it without reservation and without pausing to share. Rafael can get in there and get his own if he wants, she thinks. She drinks more wine and looks at him, asking audacious questions that people at the table are a bit disgusted by:
"So what are you donating to this?"
RafaelSoon enough girl discovers wolf grabbed all that food for her. She did say she was hungry, after all: and so all that meat gets put on a plate set more or less in front of her. He does help himself to another skewer, though.
And eating it, is taken off guard by her question. Flicks a glance her way, chewing. Shrugs.
"Don't know." If that doesn't increase their tablemates' disgust, the frank explanation he follows it with will: "People who manage my money decide how much to set aside for stuff like this. Some sort of complicated math to figure out how much is comes in, how much gets put away, how much goes out."
Devon"Bet it's not that complicated," she says, in between bites. "Bet you could figure it out."
RafaelFlicker of a smile across that so-often-forbidding mouth. Wolf takes a sip of wine; still can't tell if it's good or bad.
"Since when did you start thinking nothing but the best of me?"
DevonDevon shrugs. Those slender shoulders, bared by her dress, freckled as the dash across her nose and cheeks. "When you stopped being eighty-seven percent asshole," she replies, and sinks her teeth into an olive on a skewer, dragging it off with those teeth, chomping it up behind closed lips.
RafaelHides a smile behind a loose-clenched fist, knuckles resting briefly against his upper lip. When he gets it under control he lowers his hand, picks up the wineglass again.
"Pretty high threshold. What percent am I at now?"
Devon"Prick quotient went down that one night," she mentions, unabashed, despite the stares of their table-mates, who are fighting not to curl their lips in annoyance and disgust. "Went up a bit today with all this last-minute nonsense," she says, and eats some cheese.
And drinks some wine.
And shrugs again. "Not sure. Pretty complicated math."
Hides a smirk. Not well. Her lips purse beautifully.
RafaelThat one night, she calls it. Wolf doesn't miss a beat; he knows exactly what she means. Memory draws his eyes to her mouth. Memory makes him lick his lower lip.
They both drink wine. She complains obliquely about the short notice, and he doesn't bother to hide his smirk this time. She does. He guffaws, a short surprised blurt of a laugh.
"Think you're so clever," he says, and sets his glass down.
Devon"I'm very clever," she retorts, flipping her hair over one shoulder.
RafaelWolf just leans in and kisses her. No rhyme or reason to it. A brief thing, that kiss, not lingering -- but oddly deep, oddly firm for its brevity. Pauses a moment before drawing back, his mouth warm against hers.
Then he resumes his seat, arm still slung over the back of her chair. "Like you," he says. "Lots."
DevonDevon's lips are soft. Smell faintly of something -- sweet. Not natural, but no scent on her is her own, natural to her. Taste like she does. Taste like her wine and the steak and the strawberries and the balsamic. She kisses him back, because she loves to kiss him. Because she loves him.
And they aren't vulgar, though this isn't chaste. And for a moment the slight thunderclap of passion between them stills the glares at their table. The tenderness between them eases their tablemates into other conversations, less judgemental.
They draw back, and her eyes open again where they had briefly closed.
"Love me," she whispers. Corrects. Requests.
RafaelWolf's eyes flick to their audience, even though that audience -- startled by their tenderness, shamed by their love -- has moved on to other things. Eyes come back to girl, then. Study her face; color of her eyes, the threads of blue within the blue.
His big hand wraps behind her head, protective. He kisses her again, tenderly, there on the mouth. Then on the arch of her cheekbone. "Love you," he amends, very quietly.
DevonHe's going to muss her hair. No idea how long it takes to straighten it. No concept of the time that goes into making her look like she almost-very-nearly could belong to this crowd. Almost-very-nearly, because she's too young. Her eye makeup is too dark. Something about her -- call it her aura -- is too uncanny.
This time when he kisses her she kisses him back more deeply. There's passion there again, intense and uncompromising, unapologetic. She parts her lips briefly to his, flicks her tongue over his mouth. Their audience is looking at them again, put off.
And he is whispering that he loves her, close to her cheekbone, and her soot-dark lashes fall, and though her body is still she feels herself shivering. Must be her soul. Or her heart, growing, rattling the bones that keep it safe but keep it contained.
Taking a breath, Devon opens her eyes again, draws back, gives the two of them a bit of space between them.
Smiles at him.
The lights dim and rise, dim and rise, a signal that everyone who might still be mingling should find their seats and cease their conversation. Thing is, when they begin the presentation about the earthquake in Nepal, including footage of the disaster, statistics of the still-rising account of death, Devon is paying attention. Watches the videos they're showing, her brow deeply wrinkled.
RafaelIntense and uncompromising, unapologizing. Could say the same for either of them. Their relationship. All of it. His hand is in her hair. His hand musses that careful smooth style; brings back some of those wild-tumble locks. He has both his hands on her face by the end, holding her between his hands as he kisses her. Makes their neighbors think he's going to eat her up. Makes their neighbors think they've forgotten where they are.
Her tongue touches his lips. Meets his, briefly, a darting contact. Then he's whispering to her and she's shivering in the chambers of her heart. She takes a breath and they draw apart; the lights dim on her smile.
His arm goes over her chair again. He lounges, more relaxed than he's ever been at these things, girl within his wingspan. Main speaker takes the spotlight: a young woman, dark of hair and eye, a fiery presence, a potent speaker. They show videos: aerial footage of the disaster, interviews of rescue workers, harrowed survivors. They show pictures. They show statistics and numbers, the human toll accounted in dollars and cents and lives. What has been lost, what needs to be given.
Wolf stops eating somewhere in the middle of the presentation. Perhaps when he notices girl's stillness, her furrowed brow. She cares. She actually cares, and it's a realization tempered with a sort of amazement; he's so used to fighting and scrabbling for his own survival that there's no time to consider that of others.
Devon[NOTE TO SELF: go back and correct 'math' to 'maths'. Because British.]
DevonBoth of his hands draws attention. It's so... passionate. It's intense. It's forgetful of where they are, who is around. It's a bit shameful. Luckily, there's a horrifying tragedy with an astronomical death toll to distract everyone from the couple in the back who kept kissing each other.
And it does distract Devon. She's quite still, just frowning, doesn't look overwhelmed by emotion or like she's about to burst into tears. But for her, it's affected. She shows very little to most people. Rafael is different than most, and even that is only in the past few months. He sees more of her, knows how emotional she really is. Easy to forget how aloof she can seem to others.
She isn't eating, either. She's touching his hand idly with her own, an outlet for internal tension. The presenters talk about the various ways to give and the deductions that they'll get for it, but by then people are rustling around, dessert is being served, and it seems decadent and shameful to be eating clover honey cheesecake with blueberry coulis after all that.
Devon doesn't dig in, though. She turns in her seat a bit and looks at Rafael.
RafaelSome of these "things" he goes to are little more than expensive excuses to indulge. This one seems to mean it. There's a lot of talking. There's a lot of information and there's a lot of news. A lot of it is bad. People eat quietly throughout, and some murmur to one another. People write checks, or the modern-day equivalent thereof: wire transfers, credit card transactions.
Wolf eats, when he's done kissing the girl. Pauses sometimes to listen. Goes back to his steak, his potatoes, when hunger beckons too readily.
Clears his plate. Demolishes everything. When dessert's served he's listening again, girl's hand on his. He's studying his cheesecake when movement beside him raises his head. Wolf meets her eyes: thinks she must be trying to tell him something but he doesn't know what. Brow furrows: "What?"
DevonBlunt as fuck, and unabashed as her kisses in front of everyone: "Think you should do this bit," she says, and points to one of the tiers on the donation sheet handed out with dessert. It's one of the corporate-style donations: funding a mobile medical team to Kathmandu. There are already such teams over there, funded by the charitable organization's funds gathered from $5 and $100 gifts from all over the place, but this is providing air transport, shelter, and supplies for a full team. It's a lot of money.
A lot of money.
Devon stares at him. Earnest. Rough, blunt as a hammer, a little on edge.
Troubled, underneath that. The rest is armor.
RafaelWolf folds his arms over his chest, leans forward. Brow beetles. Such a goddamn beast sometimes, heavy of shoulder and jaw, coarse, gruff. He frowns at the sheet. All the zeroes make him dizzy still. Hard to fathom how much he has now. How much his mother had, and her mother's mother, and on and back.
"Could probably do it," he says, a touch unsure. Unfolds his arms and reaches for his phone. Meets girl's eyes; tries to read that look there. "I'll text and check."
DevonWith that, Devon seems satisfied. She leans against him, tucking herself against his side and under his arm, and picks up her fork to have some cheesecake. She doesn't say a word, because he's texting someone, but that troubled ripple has eased in her eyes, and the furrow in her brow has smoothed, and she seems less tense. Less necessary to be tight, hard, rough, guarded.
Shares a bite with him after he sends the text. Her hair smells like gardenias.
RafaelTexts quickly now, onehanded. Couple taps and swipes of his thumb and then he sets the cell down to wait for a response. Turns his face to her hair; inhales to catch that scent of spring-blooming flowers.
His phone buzzes. He glances at it. Swipes something back: ok. Picks up a pen and writes onto the donation page. His accountant's name and number under Contact. His own name under Donor. A hesitation, pen's tip bleeding against paper. Then he adds beside his own name:
Devon Paredes
Caps the pen, sets it down. Turns the sheet over and picks up his fork. Eats a couple bites of cheesecake before he asks, "Did you think I wouldn't?"
DevonDevon doesn't see him put her name down with his for the donor part. She's leaning against him eating her cheesecake and occasionally offering him some. She's had enough wine to want to nuzzle him, but remaining firmly snuggled beside him in public seems to suffice for now. He taps and swipes and acts generally -- without quite meaning to -- like any number of the obscenely wealthy people around him.
She does tip her head and look at him when he caps the pen and finishes. She smiles, satisfied. They eat. A few bites later he asks her what he does and she sighs, but it's not a loaded, charged sigh; she isn't unhappy or anything. She just sighs. Just breathing.
"Not that," she says, thoughtfully. "Just... felt so awful, after all that. And nothing I can do about it. But you can."
She thinks a bit, savoring the coulis on the clover-honey dessert. It's so rich. She has an iron gut and she knows she's not going to finish this.
"Lots of things are like that, really."
RafaelThere's truth in that, aching and cold. Wolf feels it behind his breastbone, like a lump of ice. Wraps his arm around her and hugs to his side; tips his brow to her temple.
"You want something done," he says gruffly, "I'll do it. If I can."
DevonHer lips purse. She almost laughs. Not cold or mocking laughter, just happy amusement at his earnestness. Maybe appreciation. Hard to tell with her sometimes, even now.
She just rests where she is with him, smiling a little, as he kisses her brow. Truth is, they both know she means more than throwing money at Nepal, or at a food bank, or any number of Good Causes. Saving the whales, the forests, the Amazon. She means the Wyrm. The thing that winds through the earth itself, gnawing at land and souls both. There is so little she can do. There is so much he was made to do.
"Love you," she mutters, under her breath, like it's unthinkable that he should hear her say it at all. Which he knows isn't the case. Her foot touches his under the tablecloth, their legs resting together.
Devon lifts a bite of cheesecake to him. Smiles that smile, which only seems aloof. Distant. Which is, ever, enigmatic.
Rafael"Too," wolf mutters back, as though that too should be hidden, understated, unheard. His teeth flash: he takes that bite of cheesecake with a casual, subtle violence. Settles back in his seat to hear the last of the speakers. Enjoy the company of the girl.
Skinny thing.
Witch.